Forgive me, beloved, for saying that you cannot possibly understand all that it meant to me t go up those stairs with you- how i was mad, tortured, almost suffocated with happiness. 原谅我，亲爱的，要是我对你说，你不能明白，这条走廊，这道楼梯对我意味着什么，我感到什么样的陶醉、什么样的迷惘、什么样的疯狂的、痛苦的、几乎是致命的幸福。